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lalala.

2007-07-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THUM SU IAN! ;D

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2007-07-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

Quite a long time since I posted.
Just fed-up with people who thinks they are completely perfect.
I don't even think one bit of you is beautiful or whatever.
If you think you are real smart, go ahead, why don't you just go all those famous schools? If you think you are famous in school, I don't even think so.
Whatever you blurted out, vulgarities. I simple can't stand talking to you.
There's no other day I see you without any vulgarities. Wake up, please.
If you hate people, then hate. I can't understand you. If you meant to hate people, go on, don't put on a fake mask and say its the opposite but actually you really meant to HATE PEOPLE.
Let go of us, please. We are not your puppets. Simply acting under your orders, being betrayed by you.
Can you imagine how embarassed to be said in front of so many people? Even if it is not me who is the one, think of the others.
And don't insult people's looks, its not funny at all.
ty.

Changing of teachers again, really frustrated.

LIKE HI.

2007-07-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

LIKE HI!
SU IAN WAS DOING SOMETHING UNDER 16. :D
Guitar & Photography, I want them dearly. Nothing really much to write about, if there's anything fascinating, then I will write them. :P

&HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LYNETTE AND HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE! :D

Time flies.

2007-07-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

Catching a glimpse of me seems hard. Waiting for God's wonderful shoulders to lean on, talking to him and forgetting what I'm really are. God is always right beside you, trust me. (: Anyway, struggling with studies and projects these few days, not even free to go out. Been questioning myself, what am I here? To create a better and useful me or somebody who is always being despised by people. I rethink thoroughly again, trying to find possible ways to break out what is that thing that make me suffer. After thinking, only that one word that causes people to be in distress, GREED. All man are greedy. Have been trying to cheer myself up and think on the positive side, but whatever I see or hear, all relatively connects to something negative. Stressed out with everything that is happening around me, anything that concerns me. Time really really flies, the moment you flash your eyelids, ten years gone. Because of all those unnessesary things, I lost six years, unknowningly of what I'd done. But I can be sure and confirmed, I did not once regretted or lost faith to be friends with MONKEYS06. The day I met them is really the happiest day of my life. Relatives and family are concern about me and I know about it. But, they really over-reacted. Kept treating me as a 3-year old kid, as if I don't know anything. Please, I'm older, not a kid anymore, trust and have faith in me.

Have faith in me, please.

2007-07-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really wonder if I'm suitable to be in this earth. -.- Just that kind of instinct. Being despised by people, I had enough. Leave them alone and who cares what they think, yeahs, its simple to say that, but its difficult to do that. Stressed up these few days, don't really know why. Studies are still okay, but when it comes to personal problems, save me. I really really really feel odd when I'm going out with friends, simply left out. Whatever I do, I got criticism, while others, they are being respected by friends. One word to describe my feelings now, SOBER. I could crash and die, forgetting everything that happened to me. But for my family and friends, I chose to live on. Yeahs, I'm happy and satisfied in a sense that I have caring friends and family's support. But does anybody know what I really wanted? HAPPY LIFE. Happy interms of real happy. Although being happy seems simple, but being REAL happy, its difficult. Greed, I'm starting to hate this word real much. I tolerated and tried to remain that smile in front of everybody, but somehow, there's a limit to it. Just rethink, WHAT WRONG HAVE I DONE? Past life, maybe. Really, life is full of sorrows, pain and sufferings. If you want happiness, take away greed from your life. TELL ME, TEACHERS, FRIENDS, PEOPLE OUTSIDE all despised me, even my brother does so. Teach me how to be a child or teen with no pressure, and I will learn it. Facing everyone's expectations, tolerating people's criticism, coping with studies, loner at home, missing some peeps too much, how can I have no pressure at all? As if I'm a robot. I don't wanna be treated like somebody else, leaving me alone. I'M A HUMAN, NOT SOMETHING YOU GUYS CAN TREAT AS, LIKE SOME RUBBISH. And expectations are not suppose to set too high, cause there will be more pain when the results are not the one you expected.

I just had enough of all those tolerating and pressure...

2007-07-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

Won't be blogging so often, cause have been busy recently with studies and projects. :D save me and teach me how to be a child or teen with no pressure. -.-

换换爱, must watchhhhhh. :D

2007-07-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

Must watchhh. :D LOL!

Episode 1 part1. (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBVkDIMLnxI

A bug?!

2007-07-06T14:20:00.000+08:00

Ahas, back from one day. Er, the previous post's picture regarding the cake really look like a bug or something? -.- Is actually oreo cheesecake, and the black colour thing is the oreo. :l. LOL! My dad got a fright too. So Yibin, Yongen and Fadhilah, get this right. HAHAHA! Not sure why I'll always get insanic on Thursdays, and some kind of freaking emotional on Tuesdays. Yesterday, just practised the Yippee Yaya dance with Fila, my victory dance, ahas. Getting really fed up with studies lately, mad with teachers' teaching method. Just can't understard what they talking about, SAVEEE MEEEE! &THANKYOU TO POH WEITING & LIM QIANYING FOR THAT NECKLACE, CHEW CHEE TING & QUEK XIAOYE FOR THAT PEBBLE BOTTLE, NG YUNWEN FOR THAT BLUE OCTOPUS, FADHILAH FOR THAT DOLPHIN BOOKMARK AND GOD FOR GIVING ME SUCH BESTTTTTTT FRIENDS, :D Haven't really thank all yet since my birthday, although it has past about one month? -.- LOL!

REPLY TAGS/ :D

toYONGEN; ah? your eye got problem la, look like bug ah? -.-

toJANE; ahas, don't know why, maybe its just that kind of liking, (:

toSERENE; k, replace your cries with laughters too. CHEER UP! :D

toFADHILAH; LOL! can wait la, the blogskin you do, can slowly, no need to do till so fast. man man lai. :D is oreo la. and your blog ROCKS TOO.

toSUIAN; -.- yeahsyeahs, JJ ROCKS, EVERYBODY. JJ ROCKKSSSSSSS! -.-

toKOKO; JIEEEEEE!(: heeehee, really la, LONG TIME NO SEE. ): I have been doing nothing, only missing you, lol!

toYIBIN; please, ms yibin, you are on earth, not in hell. (: This is a oreo cheesecake la, why all eye got problem, sot. -.- [:

ohyeahs,

DOES ANYBODY WANTS TO CHANGE MONKEYS06 TO SOTTAOS'06? :D give me some comments. (: wait, & HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ANG KWANG YEW, I will never forget the day you leak out the secret. -.- lol!

:D

2007-07-04T17:11:00.000+08:00

Wanting to do something more on photography issues, so I'll just post more about photos. :D Over-reacted about that SAVE THE EARTH, LOL! Jj's 不流泪的机场, hear it. Changed almost everything in the blog. -.- Ahas, having math test tomo, so won't be free later or other days to post, so seeya. (: